what do you do when the person you need the most is the farthest.
what do you do when you are surrounded by people who will not stop looking at you and all you want is to be under your quilt.
what do you do when you know you can't carry on living this way but you cannot do anything to stop.
what do you do when you are in desperate need of help but there is no one to trust with your problems.
what do you do when all your motivation is gone.
what do you do when you know how to hide your feelings so well that you don't know how to put your emotions into words and tell someone how you truly feel.

Am I still suppose to smile, accept and carry on until I reach to a breaking point of doing something stupid.
Am I to keep praying and hoping everything will be Okay?

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