Monday, 18 October 2010
what do you do when the person you need the most is the farthest.
what do you do when you are surrounded by people who will not stop looking at you and all you want is to be under your quilt.
what do you do when you know you can't carry on living this way but you cannot do anything to stop.
what do you do when you are in desperate need of help but there is no one to trust with your problems.
what do you do when all your motivation is gone.
what do you do when you know how to hide your feelings so well that you don't know how to put your emotions into words and tell someone how you truly feel.
Am I still suppose to smile, accept and carry on until I reach to a breaking point of doing something stupid.
Am I to keep praying and hoping everything will be Okay?
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what do you do when you are surrounded by people who will not stop looking at you and all you want is to be under your quilt.
what do you do when you know you can't carry on living this way but you cannot do anything to stop.
what do you do when you are in desperate need of help but there is no one to trust with your problems.
what do you do when all your motivation is gone.
what do you do when you know how to hide your feelings so well that you don't know how to put your emotions into words and tell someone how you truly feel.
Am I still suppose to smile, accept and carry on until I reach to a breaking point of doing something stupid.
Am I to keep praying and hoping everything will be Okay?
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Sunday, 10 October 2010
Essay.
This is actually so annoying, I can't work without getting distracted.
It's either youtube, facebook or my phone! oh my god, this is getting ridiculous!
I really need to get this English Lit essay done by tonight and I have my lines to recite for theatre!
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I had such a good night yesterday, although half of it still a blur and I'm still trying to remember if I did anything stupid! Apart from that, it was so good seeing my friends! Oh, how I have missed them so much! The funny thing about the night was that I was helping my girfriends out with their man problems while I was on the border line of being tipsy and drunk! I hope I gave good advice and said things that made sense!
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I cannot wait to see my best friend this friday! I haven't seen her in such a long time and I miss her an enormous amount. That douchette doesn't even know!
I am off to watch X-factor :) and try to finish my essay!
Goodbye !
It's either youtube, facebook or my phone! oh my god, this is getting ridiculous!
I really need to get this English Lit essay done by tonight and I have my lines to recite for theatre!
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I had such a good night yesterday, although half of it still a blur and I'm still trying to remember if I did anything stupid! Apart from that, it was so good seeing my friends! Oh, how I have missed them so much! The funny thing about the night was that I was helping my girfriends out with their man problems while I was on the border line of being tipsy and drunk! I hope I gave good advice and said things that made sense!
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I cannot wait to see my best friend this friday! I haven't seen her in such a long time and I miss her an enormous amount. That douchette doesn't even know!
I am off to watch X-factor :) and try to finish my essay!
Goodbye !
Friday, 8 October 2010
It's been a nice night tonight! Even though half of it was spent on doing mathematics and the other half on facebook! I thought it was pretty nice :)
I was just flicking through all the old pictures and watching videos, oh how I really miss my friends both in Hong Kong and Northwood School! I wish life was so easy that I could visit them every once in a while! Most of all, I miss my best friend <3
My folks aren't giving me helpful advice on whether I should apply for a part time job or not! It's really bugging me because I really need the money for my own expenditures and without having to feel bad every time I recieve money from my father! But then there is sixthform, on the other hand! I guess I will just have to be really organized and geekified if I were to apply for a part-time job.
okay, is Geekified even a word -__-
I was just flicking through all the old pictures and watching videos, oh how I really miss my friends both in Hong Kong and Northwood School! I wish life was so easy that I could visit them every once in a while! Most of all, I miss my best friend <3
My folks aren't giving me helpful advice on whether I should apply for a part time job or not! It's really bugging me because I really need the money for my own expenditures and without having to feel bad every time I recieve money from my father! But then there is sixthform, on the other hand! I guess I will just have to be really organized and geekified if I were to apply for a part-time job.
okay, is Geekified even a word -__-
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