Monday, 18 October 2010
what do you do when the person you need the most is the farthest.
what do you do when you are surrounded by people who will not stop looking at you and all you want is to be under your quilt.
what do you do when you know you can't carry on living this way but you cannot do anything to stop.
what do you do when you are in desperate need of help but there is no one to trust with your problems.
what do you do when all your motivation is gone.
what do you do when you know how to hide your feelings so well that you don't know how to put your emotions into words and tell someone how you truly feel.
Am I still suppose to smile, accept and carry on until I reach to a breaking point of doing something stupid.
Am I to keep praying and hoping everything will be Okay?
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what do you do when you are surrounded by people who will not stop looking at you and all you want is to be under your quilt.
what do you do when you know you can't carry on living this way but you cannot do anything to stop.
what do you do when you are in desperate need of help but there is no one to trust with your problems.
what do you do when all your motivation is gone.
what do you do when you know how to hide your feelings so well that you don't know how to put your emotions into words and tell someone how you truly feel.
Am I still suppose to smile, accept and carry on until I reach to a breaking point of doing something stupid.
Am I to keep praying and hoping everything will be Okay?
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Sunday, 10 October 2010
Essay.
This is actually so annoying, I can't work without getting distracted.
It's either youtube, facebook or my phone! oh my god, this is getting ridiculous!
I really need to get this English Lit essay done by tonight and I have my lines to recite for theatre!
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I had such a good night yesterday, although half of it still a blur and I'm still trying to remember if I did anything stupid! Apart from that, it was so good seeing my friends! Oh, how I have missed them so much! The funny thing about the night was that I was helping my girfriends out with their man problems while I was on the border line of being tipsy and drunk! I hope I gave good advice and said things that made sense!
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I cannot wait to see my best friend this friday! I haven't seen her in such a long time and I miss her an enormous amount. That douchette doesn't even know!
I am off to watch X-factor :) and try to finish my essay!
Goodbye !
It's either youtube, facebook or my phone! oh my god, this is getting ridiculous!
I really need to get this English Lit essay done by tonight and I have my lines to recite for theatre!
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I had such a good night yesterday, although half of it still a blur and I'm still trying to remember if I did anything stupid! Apart from that, it was so good seeing my friends! Oh, how I have missed them so much! The funny thing about the night was that I was helping my girfriends out with their man problems while I was on the border line of being tipsy and drunk! I hope I gave good advice and said things that made sense!
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I cannot wait to see my best friend this friday! I haven't seen her in such a long time and I miss her an enormous amount. That douchette doesn't even know!
I am off to watch X-factor :) and try to finish my essay!
Goodbye !
Friday, 8 October 2010
It's been a nice night tonight! Even though half of it was spent on doing mathematics and the other half on facebook! I thought it was pretty nice :)
I was just flicking through all the old pictures and watching videos, oh how I really miss my friends both in Hong Kong and Northwood School! I wish life was so easy that I could visit them every once in a while! Most of all, I miss my best friend <3
My folks aren't giving me helpful advice on whether I should apply for a part time job or not! It's really bugging me because I really need the money for my own expenditures and without having to feel bad every time I recieve money from my father! But then there is sixthform, on the other hand! I guess I will just have to be really organized and geekified if I were to apply for a part-time job.
okay, is Geekified even a word -__-
I was just flicking through all the old pictures and watching videos, oh how I really miss my friends both in Hong Kong and Northwood School! I wish life was so easy that I could visit them every once in a while! Most of all, I miss my best friend <3
My folks aren't giving me helpful advice on whether I should apply for a part time job or not! It's really bugging me because I really need the money for my own expenditures and without having to feel bad every time I recieve money from my father! But then there is sixthform, on the other hand! I guess I will just have to be really organized and geekified if I were to apply for a part-time job.
okay, is Geekified even a word -__-
Friday, 24 September 2010
I have been feeling tired all the time lately. I've been told that I've lost weight ._. or let's just say 'wasting away' which annoys me. They dont' know how much shit I eat haha.
I AM SO BLOODY EXCITED FOR TOMORROW !
I cannot wait to see my lovely best friend, finally after a month! The longest we've been apart, haha we sound like such homosexuals ! Even though it will be so darn cold tomorrow, it should be a fun freezing day !
I haven't got much to say tonight, well it's more like 'I just don't have the energy'!
so I'll keep it short and say GOODnight!
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I AM SO BLOODY EXCITED FOR TOMORROW !
I cannot wait to see my lovely best friend, finally after a month! The longest we've been apart, haha we sound like such homosexuals ! Even though it will be so darn cold tomorrow, it should be a fun freezing day !
I haven't got much to say tonight, well it's more like 'I just don't have the energy'!
so I'll keep it short and say GOODnight!
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Monday, 20 September 2010
whenever I tell people what time I get up in the morning, they always go 'oh my god what you wake up so early for' then I casually like to say 'oh for my morning porn, ofcourse'
well, I actually hate waking up knowing I have like 45 minutes or 1 hour to get ready for school, I like to wake up early because I like to do things in the morning, things like eat my breakfast in my normal pace, draw 'or' blog!
I really want this book, I might 'hint' my parents to get me this for christmas!
You can say what you want 'cause it's what we like
we are judged on every single thing we do
We could not care less 'cause we are us not you"
I love the courteeners <3>
well, I actually hate waking up knowing I have like 45 minutes or 1 hour to get ready for school, I like to wake up early because I like to do things in the morning, things like eat my breakfast in my normal pace, draw 'or' blog!
I really want this book, I might 'hint' my parents to get me this for christmas!
"Are my clothes alright? Is my hair alright?
You can say what you want 'cause it's what we like
we are judged on every single thing we do
We could not care less 'cause we are us not you"
I love the courteeners <3>
Sunday, 19 September 2010
I was meant to see my bestfriend this weekend, but because of how much work we both had to do today and the fact that the 'pope' was in town yesterday.
Plan got cancelled.
I just hope I get to see her next weekend, fingers crossed!
I find it slightly hard going on like this without seeing her everyday or 1nce/2wice a week.
oh my god, the amount of workload in A-Levels.
I have been doing homework since Friday night..
Although I did have a good saturday, had the flat to myself for the majority of the day so I got to paint in a peaceful environment with a half glass of nice wine & a whole of pizza to myself!
This is what I've been working on for the whole of today,
the work of James Jean
this one is called 'Vanity'
this one is called 'Crayoneater'
Both of them are very surreal pieces of artwork and gives me so much inspiration on the art project that I'm working on, which I'll be talking about in the upcoming blogs.
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Plan got cancelled.
I just hope I get to see her next weekend, fingers crossed!
I find it slightly hard going on like this without seeing her everyday or 1nce/2wice a week.
oh my god, the amount of workload in A-Levels.
I have been doing homework since Friday night..
Although I did have a good saturday, had the flat to myself for the majority of the day so I got to paint in a peaceful environment with a half glass of nice wine & a whole of pizza to myself!
This is what I've been working on for the whole of today,
the work of James Jean
this one is called 'Vanity'
this one is called 'Crayoneater'
Both of them are very surreal pieces of artwork and gives me so much inspiration on the art project that I'm working on, which I'll be talking about in the upcoming blogs.
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